It's been a while.
I've been doing a lot of thinking.
About "The Next Thing."
This is how it started.
I was sitting there, just looking off into space, with my pencil and a new notebook. I am often like this, with my papers out and thinking without solid threads, just beads percolating, running round and round. I was like this. Pensive, you could say. Or just quiet, looking for the in-between space that would make it clear what it is I had to do.
A young man and woman approached. They were sprightly, I noted. Agile. They sat down at my table.
"Hello," said the woman.
"Hello," said the man.
"Hello," I said. I thought it was the right thing to do.
"What are you doing?" said the man.
"I'm waiting for The Next Thing."
"The next thing?" he repeated.
"The Next Thing."
The woman looked at the man, and the man looked at the woman. They studied me, but not disquietly. "We know what you mean," said the man. Something in his demeanor suggested yes, he did.
"You should go to Georgia." The woman now leaned forward, and her lip jut a bit.
"Georgia?" I said. "Must The Next Thing involve travel?"
They looked at me with square eyes. "You know it must," said the woman.
"Indeed," said the man.
Without travel, you stay in the same place. If you stay in the same place, your eyes and ears don't hear the different. They get lazy. The tools of observation, of taking it in, become blunt.
You have to sharpen them, from time to time.
The man and woman said this very clearly.
They gave me an address, a name, and a telephone number. This is how you know you've hit upon The Next Thing you have to do. It never makes sense. Nor does it not make sense. It is perfectly clear.
I fold the paper twice, then push it into a deep pocket of my jeans, so no one will know it is there.